and she dreams again...
its wonderful realli to realise i have so many friends...from schl...from work....from church...from sec schl....from outside...even online...and there are realli quite a number i'm close to...and then there are the handful that interestingly, just enjoy the few moments when we see each other. So many times, i've had the thought, if only, IF, i could have all my great friends, now and before, all gather and i could enjoy spending some time with everyone one of them, it'd be a dream really.
I read in an email somewhere, that God knows the desires of our heart, as in, if we're thinking fo someone and the phone rings, it's God's doing and NOT coincidence.=) If you haven't seen someone uou miss for really long, that person somehow cumps into you, and you catch up for a short while...=) Those moements are indescribably special and heart tigging. Like that day, when i met ria, steph and tiff...wow, i haven seen tiff in ages since schl ended. That girl is the only onw we both call each other bitch for the fun of it!!!
I bumped into Sarah, my old sec schl close friend earlier in chruch, just before i went off for dinner, and we had a great time yacking away! I've been wanting to meet up with her for so long, but sometimes after you've not hung out with that person for so long, it's quite awkward and that usually deters you from doing so...but it's this kinda thing that God understands and helps you with. God works in the most mysterious ways.
The same goes for finidng mr right isnt it? In love, i've been rather unlucky i guess...many have stories of relationships that started and ended, while i have stories of relationships that nearly got there and din't go further...of stories that have so many fond memories of times together, words said, messeges sent and bad ednings...I was playing some jazz music earlier, and i sat down, thought hard about the recent couple of months, of the stories that had been going on...i've been quite sad i guess. For a moment, i was realli happy. It's those one two weeks of short term happiness...of things that happened that i truly treasure...i wrote a list earlier...of names...since primary schl--the silly idols to crushes to the major likings...to some that i love....and i started cancelling....to realise a few i really do care for till now. You now how terrible a feeling it is, to not have anything to do abt it?...............all of us, just living it otu daily....and all sides knowing that each is just an sms away, but the distance seems so far.....
stephanice said smth so nice to me earlier, that realli melted me quite a bit...she said " mel, i'm really glad to have met you, honestly...*hug*...and once again, i realised how many of such freinds i have actually....but it's sad that we are all just too busy to sometimes realise that we've not been in touch with so mnay people.
its wonderful realli to realise i have so many friends...from schl...from work....from church...from sec schl....from outside...even online...and there are realli quite a number i'm close to...and then there are the handful that interestingly, just enjoy the few moments when we see each other. So many times, i've had the thought, if only, IF, i could have all my great friends, now and before, all gather and i could enjoy spending some time with everyone one of them, it'd be a dream really.
I read in an email somewhere, that God knows the desires of our heart, as in, if we're thinking fo someone and the phone rings, it's God's doing and NOT coincidence.=) If you haven't seen someone uou miss for really long, that person somehow cumps into you, and you catch up for a short while...=) Those moements are indescribably special and heart tigging. Like that day, when i met ria, steph and tiff...wow, i haven seen tiff in ages since schl ended. That girl is the only onw we both call each other bitch for the fun of it!!!
I bumped into Sarah, my old sec schl close friend earlier in chruch, just before i went off for dinner, and we had a great time yacking away! I've been wanting to meet up with her for so long, but sometimes after you've not hung out with that person for so long, it's quite awkward and that usually deters you from doing so...but it's this kinda thing that God understands and helps you with. God works in the most mysterious ways.
The same goes for finidng mr right isnt it? In love, i've been rather unlucky i guess...many have stories of relationships that started and ended, while i have stories of relationships that nearly got there and din't go further...of stories that have so many fond memories of times together, words said, messeges sent and bad ednings...I was playing some jazz music earlier, and i sat down, thought hard about the recent couple of months, of the stories that had been going on...i've been quite sad i guess. For a moment, i was realli happy. It's those one two weeks of short term happiness...of things that happened that i truly treasure...i wrote a list earlier...of names...since primary schl--the silly idols to crushes to the major likings...to some that i love....and i started cancelling....to realise a few i really do care for till now. You now how terrible a feeling it is, to not have anything to do abt it?...............all of us, just living it otu daily....and all sides knowing that each is just an sms away, but the distance seems so far.....
stephanice said smth so nice to me earlier, that realli melted me quite a bit...she said " mel, i'm really glad to have met you, honestly...*hug*...and once again, i realised how many of such freinds i have actually....but it's sad that we are all just too busy to sometimes realise that we've not been in touch with so mnay people.
posted by melissa at 12/15/2003 02:59:00 AM
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