and she dreams again...

The Sheryl Crow best of album is pretty cool.

i find it so difficult to write certain things sometimes, i dunno why. these things are so strange. Just like what ana wrote on her blog, i can never comteplate/understnad why people do that kinda thing. I dun blame her for not understanding either. for goodness sake, make yrself clear. say it or dun let others find out, damn it. then why, whatever for do what you dun want to do?...i'm sorry, i've been thinking too much abt stuff too. Just a few days ago at work, my fren, jas, found out benn likes her...but in the end, she said no...now he's all upset abt it. he bought her a cake for her berfdae yesterday, just all of a sudden...just coz hes the guy, so many of the rest think jas shld give him more time, when, really, hes the one, not wanting to tok to her...i can understand that he's sad...who wouldn't?...i sent him off at the station earlier after work...like i always did for jia hao and samuel...but now sameul follows us to the east line coz of michelle...i dunno, these things are weird.
work has been such a breeze the past two days-so shiok=) i did pratically everything today, being the more senior one ard today...all the rest are the new 15 yr olds...haiz...ended up being cashier after a few rounds of swopping duties. both of them worked today...it's always the case, when either both dun work, or they do. nvm that...everything turned out alot better than i tot it would. that's quite nice. wendy scolded me a couple of times , tho...she expects alot outt ame really...and she's a lil mental...so she like fa feng easily..so ai mah loh...haiz.
i wish these tots would go away...and these nostalgic feelings...hate em, really. guews i really wun be able to sort them out for quite awhile. noe ive been tryin to leave them aside, then they just resurface...but i think it will just have to take awhile.why? i aint clear abt it myself.