...in her head again.......

-And the jokes on me-

Hahahaha. what more cant mel take huh?? :)

Today had REAL HAPPY and real shitty. And I prefer to take the real happy for today.

Went to work, and found out at the end of the day..... tht........ YAY IVE LOST MY JOB AGAIN! woppeees making lots of wooppeees. FEELS like shit as usual, but not an unfamiliar feeling at all if u ask me. felt terrible. and xiut ting told me tht haig girls might need people. So i headed down straight after work to sorta apply woth them.

Harri followed me and we went abt our plan to head to lavender and see simon do his tatoo. OOOO ouch hahaha, i cud feel my hair standing when the tatoo artist did the intrivate parts! But it was an eye openere, to see it for real, instead of on television.

I kinda dozed off outside while waiting coz i was so damn shack. We went to Bugis for dinner and Harri and i found ourselves in Miss Clarity Cafe!=) We had a delicious dinner!!!!! =)))The boss fromt he Cafe recognised me! LOL So honoured! And he was such eye candy man! HURHUR.

I got to noe the contract teacher called Christopher only TODAY!!ARGHHHHSS... he was anothe eye candy... LOL LOL LOL. aiya... hahaha...

Anyways! Harri and I were real tired actually, but we headed downt o Blujaz wth the original intention to shoot some photos. But we JUST KNEW we wud end up having desert there, and sitting there :) ahahah. And we did!We ordered the ever delicious brownie with ice cream, and listened to "smack it" play! THEY ARE SO TIGHT! The dummer has 35 yrs experience k wtf.. and the guit and bass was absolutely grooving. ARGHHHHHS. The guitarist was damn cute HAHAHAH. lol. *grin*

Anyways... Wished we cud stay much longer to hear them play till d end.. but then, we had t catch the last train home, and I cud feel tht I was thoroughly exhausted. So we headed back home. BUT I HAD SO MUCH FUN TONITE! I really wanted from the beginning to spend tonite with Harri, and we had a great time! I love her company so much. I am myself when Im with her, no awkwardness, no uneasiness, no need to put up any acts. Sure beats hanging out with people tht Im not used to. What for, rite.

He has no idea, how much I miss him. Many times just wish I cud msg and ask how he was, etc.. but I felt it better to withdraw, and let him msg when he wants to. And he did. :) I wanted to noe how he was today.. and I was lucky enuff to haf him ask on the way home. But I try to remember now tht he doesnt care, and it helps. I give and dont take.. and take when it comes, and heck care the rest of the time. Last night was a bit too much again and I cant go on like this.

On my way back, I plugged in to the soothing music of Five for Fighting. Time and time again, I find their music absolutely shiok.

Now, to leave u guys with 2 videos he sent me...