...in her head again.......

Memories are often bittersweet- I was just looking at Harriet's photo gallery for the gezillion time, coz her photos are really awesome, and I always forgot that our photos sat inside her gallery; and she has many more folders of us in her computer-I starred at the photos of us, the times when she caught us both cuddled together, the times we played together as a band, with the rest, and really how badly i wish those times stayed. How badly i wish now that I could have done something to make him stay. U look at our photos and Im sure u'd see why.

Shrugs.

Why does eveyone say to me : " ne day, he'll wake up and realise he lost something so special." Really? Well, ok.


this was
written for harriet. I liked this part alot.

[ife is
busy
conjested
suffocating
like an unflushed
toilet bowl

thump thump thump.
technoears.gatsbyhair.
plap plap plap.
slippersonconcrete.handstotheclock
jeeg jee jeeg jee ting.
alamak.lateagain'] -JIANWEI


I supposed it isnt wrong to put links here, but not to paste the entries esp them being private. I dont know. Here are photos of all of us, from harri's site, and the only few entries I treasure from his writings (from the earliest to the latest):

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/
31793905/?qo=29&q=by%3Asynthasizer&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/28109096/
?qo=43&q=by%3Asynthasizer&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps

http://hotmoon.diaryland.com/041216_85.html

http://hotmoon.diaryland.com/041217_49.html

http://hotmoon.diaryland.com/041225_5.html

http://hotmoon.diaryland.com/050225_11.html (but the next fri didnt happen though. still waiting.)

http://hotmoon.diaryland.com/060603_94.html (this im archiving only becoz the first two paras were with regards to me, and outta respect for vera)