and she dreams again...

last nite, i was at the mrt station waiting for the bus home, listening to tao ze's album, i suddenly started crying for no reason at all....i fear another blow of depression mite have started again.

tired in every way, is what im now...i like being busy and all, but no, not when i have to cope with the problems i deal with.

certain decisions i have to make that are just difficult

wont all this go away....

results of the audition have come. i'm suppose to contact them and will be attached to them for a period of time with my own artist manager and creative producer. will be attending training, in house sessions or projects, i so want to do this.

but...............