and she dreams again...

-RENE'S Graduation--the asia work's course- and TODAY.

Today...went to cafe cartel and video ez to apply for jobs...i think out of all the jobs i got..hopefully can get one....if not, i'll head down to town to apply liao..im sad..tht of coz, i realli donnoe what kinda "proper" job i can do. by this i mean with relation to my diploma. BUT. i realli dont wana do production anymore. I like acting, anyone dare to try me? I WANT TO SING. so i will try my utmost to keep pursuing it...im presently looking thru songs..gonna start compiling..voice is coming back gradually...will take this time to choose songs. gonna record my demos and get sam to help me send them out to his contacts.... REALLI hope i get either job..i leave it to God..to decide what he wants for me... i just praying..Lord, please give me a job soon...cvoz im running low..and owe money to a friend.... and also wana start my piano again...and after tht guitar...then must save enough money..to suport myself ..and all tht....

rene's graduation ceremony was quite fun!. Besides him getting the cert, his i dont know what to call him..the guy in charge of the course....made us do little exercises..like go ard the room and intro yrself as...the character you like the most : eg i am stefanie sun, nice to meet u....haha...and like chooe another person and share with the person what are yr immediate goals..what is holding you back etc....Basically, it is for working people, or people from the age of 18 onwards, to see what is working in yr life, and what is not. i think i realli need to do smth abt my life. my discipline problem has been bugging me my whole life. since sec schl esp. it affects my responsibility..or is it the other way round?

hmm..anything...i'll take what comes..juggle my life...time to learn some time management..a bit late..but if i wana do the things i wana do, i better start learning this fast.

soo..anyways..after we collected his cert, we went to great world city to eat. MY GAWD. its my first time there!!!! hahahhaaa... finally go to the ohh-soo talked-about- greatworld city!. hahahahahahaha....geesh feel like suaaakuuu hahaha

YAY!! tonite i have OFFICIALLY finished loading ALLLLLLLLL my cds into my computer system!! WOHOOOO!!!!! please, CONGRATULATE ME. ever since my comp crashed, and i died at the funeral of it aka being reformatted *OHMYGAWD* *heartpain* seriously..it was terrible..i have finally, after FOUR MONTHS of agnonisingly removing stack after stack of cds from my room....(coz i put them on my floor, to slowly load them into my comp), im DONE. WOW. the feeling is SUPERB. now, for me to quickly get it onto a data disc or smth..........MUST. hahaha...

okies..tmr BIG DAY. screening of SPECIALIST projects! . my LAST day in school. REALLI.
plus...going to weiyi's prom tmr nite...im his photographer....so shall take and be GONE...haha otherwise soo extra man!!!

HAIZ....dear didnt call tonite...miss him man....think coz he knew i was at renes thing...tot maybe i cannot answer...nvm..hope he calls...on sat or smth....gtg now..BYEEE

BTW...dear...im gonna try my very best..to be more disciplined from now on..u'll see....