Friday, May 07, 2004

and she dreams again...


I will walk out into my balcony once in a while, and when i do so, which isn't often, but mostly at night, the scenery is beautiful. In my small but nice and cold balcony, the clouds and moon look lovely. The planes that fly across every three minustes are flashing with lovely lights. I like the scenery. The clouds always make me marvel at nature.
I'd just finished watching liu xing hua yuan aka meteor garden, chatting with two friends online and am now typing this entry. I look forward to meteor garden. i do not at all bother whether the actors are liked or disliked. What I really ejoy is meteor garden's love story. I've always, since season one was on tv, had a very strong connection with the show. It will always make me think alot about the story after i've watched two hours worth of it every week. I'd even cry when there are emotional parts of the story, like background music playing, words on screen, shan cai running, stuff like that. yea, i'm quite a sucker for love stories.=) I was talking to two friends, and one doesn't like it. Another has the same sentiments as me. Wahaha. I'm thrilled coz the one who doesn't like it, her sis has season one, and she's lending it to me. Haha. *Finally* i get to watch season one and maybe keep it. keke. Season two is ex though...sad...will haf to save if i really want it. It's very pricey man.

Seems I'm one of the few left w/o specialist and I'd tell you I'm fine with it. I was just speaking with someone about it, and I said to that person coz he told me I don't haf such a good working reputation, hence why people don't want me in the group. I told him yes, it's true, coz I'd lose steam fast on location and coz i was working with the elites most of the time i was in a video location group, i could not work under preasure and I took on small roles. I didn't have to work so much. Plus, i've not been given anything big before. Even though I tell people now, that I'd like to do editing, anyone who isn't sure, would not take me in. I understand. I'm fine with it. I'd rathe not be chosen then be treated as extra later. I'd also rather nor just be in a grp for the sake of finding a grp, and later having to deal with unreasonable, or selfish behaviour.

Well, today I had a gd time with mel. We walked a little of tm and got sick of it. Ended up in KR (kenny rogers) early and had an early, three hr dinner. Hahaha. The company and food was good. =) Well, now it's back to reading another chapter of Memoirs of a geisha. i can't pass a day w/o reading it. It's really interesting. Night. I love ya dear.

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