and she dreams again...



I HATE MOPPING! i hate mopping. Haiz...i do it all outta love...i cannot deny tht i dislike heavy household chores alot.
Every holiday, if i don't get a job, and coz i'm free, i'm expected to help out at home everyday. If i want to go out, damn the preasure is on.. Die die also must help. If not, head get chopped off first before i can go out. That's the expectation. But everytime, i feel like i hate doing whatever it is, i just grit my teeth and do it...cozi know if it's tiring for me, it must be worse for mum. And to save myself from dad saying i dont do a darn thing, esp coz i'm a girl, so grown and i shld contribute more...blah blah...yar, so ido it. You know what i dun like? If i do, im watched and mum will say alot of things tht i not doing it her way. If i dun wan to do, no need to say where i'll be sleeping tht nite la. Haiya. Very stiffled sometimes. Sis ar, she do little things ar...everyday go out...tsk tsk...sometimes i wanan be like tt too...but of coz not when i hf no moeny la. I like being home too, but not everyday. There must be a balance la.