and she dreams again...

I need a break.
I'm very tired.
I don't even noe if retreat with me organising and some other thing, is the best way i can RETREAT and rest.
I dont know if i will hang onto cantor ministry long. i feel stuck somehow, coz i'm needed so badly, even in choir.
what am i to do?
what do you want me to do?
Lord, what 's gooing on?
i'm feeling tired all of a sudden, with myeslf, with schl, with stuff.

But i know i cant give up. please...come into my heart, more, and guide me, i pray