from sean's live journal:

The first time she died, i wasn't there. She was sweet and charming and i simply loved her with all my life. But she was killed by some fate of heaven anyway and i wasn't there to help her. Then i was brought back into the past...
and i protected her all i could. hell it was great just to be able to be there with her. But she was dying of a terminal illness..its like she was destined to die and i was destined to lose her. But fucking hell, i'll find her in heaven. In a world where nothing is ever easy, and i always seem to be in a state of melancholy especially recently, being with someone you truly are in love with just seems to be that piece of heaven. and wild horses couldn't drag me away.