...in her head again.......

arghhh.
im sorry lord.
arghh.
suddenly im not sure what to think.
am i on the right or wrong track again.
pls guide me lord.

lerping said smth to me tonite tht crumbled me, but he emant it with the best intentions. he said sometimes i forget and only go on and on abt how i feel. and dont really listen to what others are saying.
is tht what has been pushing some friends away?
then im really glad those who are ard, are still ard.
i feel like shit now.
is tht why u left. or why u left. or why anyone left.

and on a different matter. i tot i had laid it all out in my head. but maybe now i havent.