...in her head again.......

one third thru season three of scrubs.
it gives me some things to think about.

what the hell am i doing abt all this.
i should be practising or some shite like that now. isnt it.

argh.
trying to figure this out. one hand, im wanting it all so badly, then why do i seem not motivated enuff to do smth actual, abt it. why. damnit.

another gawd damn week gone.

I wish I was in a lovely place, quiet and serene, and just really sit down and write songs. I have no inspiration here. No scenery, no inspiration, no no feeling at all.


I really want to leave.