Wednesday, October 4th 2006
Managed to wake up early enuff to catch the 8.20 bus 14, which reaches work exactly at nine am, which always still makes me late by 4 mins byu the time I clock in. Work was pretty alright today, and there was a gd stall of time due to Cylus's kentuckey birthday bash.
Janessea took half day leave, and that rbings me to the point that I face every morning when I wake- I always feel like taking leave, but of coz I dont. My monthly visitor came as well. Sheesh. Oh well, better now than any later in the week or anything, coz it prevents the whatever chemicals from being released.
Anyways, flu is starting, ONLY STARTING to get a milli knotch better. Haiz. Plus, i waited what, FORTY MINS for my blardy bus 14 home. WTF?! .... haiz.
MM, im quite flustered tht I feel no mood whatsoever to sing or get my stuff ready for my gig at all. No energy is actually more accurate. And it frustrates me further tht i cant sing properly now, just to add on to the already upset feeling.
Is working life really like this?? No life at all? Well, I think it is, compared to how vastly different it was when I was in poly. I had allowance and lots of free time to do whatever whenever I liked. Work is nice, somewhat, and all, but.. the way it makes u so tired, is now the reason why even on a no tuition no part time work day, i feel like just going home to rest or do my own things and have my own quiet time...or even catch up on reading, maths, tv, or ironing.
Adult life aint fun. Even while I was temping or doing nonsense jobs, late nights were still possible, and late gigs or movies were still plausible.
Now, in order to make sure my gig still goes well, im trying to revert back to some old s0ongs and originals so tht I can still pull it off. I am worried and will not allow anything to get in the way of giving a good quality performance and one for myself to enjoy too, and have a personal touch when presenting the gig.
I edited photos i took using my phone, and will put them up in the next two posts. Even just editing photos is such a joy now. I was watching discovery channel and they were showing one of those resort islands kinda shows.. and how much I yearn and wish for a relaxing holiday on one of those gorgeously romantic islands. Life cant all be just abt working.
God, seriously, only u know best... so please guide me, and show me things I shud do, take up, give up, in yr time when u feel Im ready.
Im working blujaz this weekend again. tmr second lesson with my jacky chin. *breathes*. Please pray I wake up and make it on time for work... argh...and please most of all, pray for my health... thanks...
Charles has a few very long days this week, please keep him in mind too...
love, mel.
Im outta here.
Managed to wake up early enuff to catch the 8.20 bus 14, which reaches work exactly at nine am, which always still makes me late by 4 mins byu the time I clock in. Work was pretty alright today, and there was a gd stall of time due to Cylus's kentuckey birthday bash.
Janessea took half day leave, and that rbings me to the point that I face every morning when I wake- I always feel like taking leave, but of coz I dont. My monthly visitor came as well. Sheesh. Oh well, better now than any later in the week or anything, coz it prevents the whatever chemicals from being released.
Anyways, flu is starting, ONLY STARTING to get a milli knotch better. Haiz. Plus, i waited what, FORTY MINS for my blardy bus 14 home. WTF?! .... haiz.
MM, im quite flustered tht I feel no mood whatsoever to sing or get my stuff ready for my gig at all. No energy is actually more accurate. And it frustrates me further tht i cant sing properly now, just to add on to the already upset feeling.
Is working life really like this?? No life at all? Well, I think it is, compared to how vastly different it was when I was in poly. I had allowance and lots of free time to do whatever whenever I liked. Work is nice, somewhat, and all, but.. the way it makes u so tired, is now the reason why even on a no tuition no part time work day, i feel like just going home to rest or do my own things and have my own quiet time...or even catch up on reading, maths, tv, or ironing.
Adult life aint fun. Even while I was temping or doing nonsense jobs, late nights were still possible, and late gigs or movies were still plausible.
Now, in order to make sure my gig still goes well, im trying to revert back to some old s0ongs and originals so tht I can still pull it off. I am worried and will not allow anything to get in the way of giving a good quality performance and one for myself to enjoy too, and have a personal touch when presenting the gig.
I edited photos i took using my phone, and will put them up in the next two posts. Even just editing photos is such a joy now. I was watching discovery channel and they were showing one of those resort islands kinda shows.. and how much I yearn and wish for a relaxing holiday on one of those gorgeously romantic islands. Life cant all be just abt working.
God, seriously, only u know best... so please guide me, and show me things I shud do, take up, give up, in yr time when u feel Im ready.
Im working blujaz this weekend again. tmr second lesson with my jacky chin. *breathes*. Please pray I wake up and make it on time for work... argh...and please most of all, pray for my health... thanks...
Charles has a few very long days this week, please keep him in mind too...
love, mel.
Im outta here.
posted by melissa at 10/04/2006 11:30:00 PM
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