and she dreams again...
It was a long day. I took cab three times. I walked in town till I was pretty tired. Of coz that wqas after school. Plus, I'm pretty amazed the LSR teacher said" I have a small brain. You must make it clearer for me to understand." No clowning joke! She even said some of the presentations were good. GAWD. They ahd funny alien looking creatures flying across the screen and she liked it??? They did what "swedish" did too---read off the whole paragraph. w o w .
Anyay, went around looking for a formal shirt blouse that i can buy for cantoring. Couldn't find yet. Was too tired to go any further. Still can't get the blue coloured cross for baby. Speaking of which, I don't know what's up with him.
I'm a little worried now. Schl work, irritating neighbours who just shifted in on top, W, dad's hopeful new job, specialist ( I don't haf a grp yet), and I'm getting darn worried, yes. I also do not know what I want to do after yr three. Do you? Further or work? Work? What am I gonna work as? It's all unsure, and it's all a blur. I'm starting to get nervous. Praying about it and not being able to let any of it go, just plain bad. I want to finish grade 8, but i'm not getting a very supportive ans to that. I'm worrying others, coz after studies, there should be a job I can take up, that will make my career. I don't. yes, I'm going into video, and wana focus on editing, but i'm still feeling allt his craziness.
I tell others to pray about it, and leave it all to God. I wish i could do that right now. easier said than done huh? Certain things need so much more faith.
It was a long day. I took cab three times. I walked in town till I was pretty tired. Of coz that wqas after school. Plus, I'm pretty amazed the LSR teacher said" I have a small brain. You must make it clearer for me to understand." No clowning joke! She even said some of the presentations were good. GAWD. They ahd funny alien looking creatures flying across the screen and she liked it??? They did what "swedish" did too---read off the whole paragraph. w o w .
Anyay, went around looking for a formal shirt blouse that i can buy for cantoring. Couldn't find yet. Was too tired to go any further. Still can't get the blue coloured cross for baby. Speaking of which, I don't know what's up with him.
I'm a little worried now. Schl work, irritating neighbours who just shifted in on top, W, dad's hopeful new job, specialist ( I don't haf a grp yet), and I'm getting darn worried, yes. I also do not know what I want to do after yr three. Do you? Further or work? Work? What am I gonna work as? It's all unsure, and it's all a blur. I'm starting to get nervous. Praying about it and not being able to let any of it go, just plain bad. I want to finish grade 8, but i'm not getting a very supportive ans to that. I'm worrying others, coz after studies, there should be a job I can take up, that will make my career. I don't. yes, I'm going into video, and wana focus on editing, but i'm still feeling allt his craziness.
I tell others to pray about it, and leave it all to God. I wish i could do that right now. easier said than done huh? Certain things need so much more faith.
posted by melissa at 3/15/2004 11:56:00 PM
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