i nearly startec crying the next half second if I did not hear nick come home.
I was so happy he was home. I was able to feel "normal" again. The next min I knew I started feeling "cuts" in my mouth as well. Ulcers?? OMG.

great so now that's ulcers in the throat AND mouth, with a slight fever, and a really weird stomach problem. Im paranoid about stomach aches now. I am, really. I even feel that I'm obsessed abt it.

Some cuts on my body are starting to bleed with a "stinging" feeling.

WHAT'S happening to me.