What are your "before-bedtime" moments like? Are they surreal?
Mine are, for sure.
My mind somehow goes thru a whole lot of thinking before it decides to shut down.
And while its doing that, memories I'd long forgotten, good or bad, start resurfacing. And sometimes, I end up remembering things I dont to remember. Hurtful things. Things I rather not remember about people. Becoz then I remember stuff like " oh, yea, he did that to me." SOrta stuff. And for that spilt sec, I get kinda angry (bite-lip sorta way) with the person.. and then , when the brain fast forwards to the present moment, I realise again that it all doesnt matter anymore.
Talk about the powerful mind.
Mine are, for sure.
My mind somehow goes thru a whole lot of thinking before it decides to shut down.
And while its doing that, memories I'd long forgotten, good or bad, start resurfacing. And sometimes, I end up remembering things I dont to remember. Hurtful things. Things I rather not remember about people. Becoz then I remember stuff like " oh, yea, he did that to me." SOrta stuff. And for that spilt sec, I get kinda angry (bite-lip sorta way) with the person.. and then , when the brain fast forwards to the present moment, I realise again that it all doesnt matter anymore.
Talk about the powerful mind.
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