Guess today hasnt turned out so well.
Woke up, and after practising some songs and all, felt tht i needed to go out and go watch some gigs, coz i felt miserable at home. Msg a few people and in d end Kalai and I met up and did some walking around after dinner. Espy's gigs were the cultural shit, which was fucked up. So we walked to Blujaz and watched matrix; of which kalai knows the drummer and the pianist. They are damn good.
Im feeling like shite now. Just after getting his msg. Coz besides that, tonite some things made me mad. James is leaving tmr. It was his last day at blujaz today and i didnt even noe. Hes going back to myanmmar tmr. :( WHAT?!?!!?!?!? But WHY. He said his visa has expired and hes heading home..... : ( What is Blujaz without James??? He and aunty betty and the two uncles and of coz Aileen play the significant roles, but james has been D PERSON...im quite =( . And they rearranged the seats and everything.. now it looks weird.
The pianist from matric, shared with us how he came from a broken family and had no money to study in berklee, in his younger days. He was like me now, and wei and charles, all aiming for tht berklee dream. He had to work like every other person, climb tht blardy corporate ladder, and earn after how many yrs, JUST SO THT he can finance BOOKS from berklee. And he studied them and used them in his piano playing.
That got me quite agitated inside.
Came home, and did more practising. I cant play. i really sound like shite.
And then i was onlin randomly looking at stuff and trying to focus on practising somemore, but obviously didnt work.. and then Harri was in a mood as well, i felt quite pissed off...and then his msg came in.
u noe what world? TO HELL WITH ALL OF YOU, FUCK YOU.
oh yes. forgot to mention, my cantor ministry has some dumb rules btw.
I dont care if i cant cantor ok? Since im not allowed to miss practise, and just learn from the recording online and from the score, then fine, i wont cantor. I tell u i can still do it without gg for practise, and learning by myself.. but NOOOOOOOO. damnit, fine then. Dont slot me. I have less work to do then. Argh.
Woke up, and after practising some songs and all, felt tht i needed to go out and go watch some gigs, coz i felt miserable at home. Msg a few people and in d end Kalai and I met up and did some walking around after dinner. Espy's gigs were the cultural shit, which was fucked up. So we walked to Blujaz and watched matrix; of which kalai knows the drummer and the pianist. They are damn good.
Im feeling like shite now. Just after getting his msg. Coz besides that, tonite some things made me mad. James is leaving tmr. It was his last day at blujaz today and i didnt even noe. Hes going back to myanmmar tmr. :( WHAT?!?!!?!?!? But WHY. He said his visa has expired and hes heading home..... : ( What is Blujaz without James??? He and aunty betty and the two uncles and of coz Aileen play the significant roles, but james has been D PERSON...im quite =( . And they rearranged the seats and everything.. now it looks weird.
The pianist from matric, shared with us how he came from a broken family and had no money to study in berklee, in his younger days. He was like me now, and wei and charles, all aiming for tht berklee dream. He had to work like every other person, climb tht blardy corporate ladder, and earn after how many yrs, JUST SO THT he can finance BOOKS from berklee. And he studied them and used them in his piano playing.
That got me quite agitated inside.
Came home, and did more practising. I cant play. i really sound like shite.
And then i was onlin randomly looking at stuff and trying to focus on practising somemore, but obviously didnt work.. and then Harri was in a mood as well, i felt quite pissed off...and then his msg came in.
u noe what world? TO HELL WITH ALL OF YOU, FUCK YOU.
oh yes. forgot to mention, my cantor ministry has some dumb rules btw.
I dont care if i cant cantor ok? Since im not allowed to miss practise, and just learn from the recording online and from the score, then fine, i wont cantor. I tell u i can still do it without gg for practise, and learning by myself.. but NOOOOOOOO. damnit, fine then. Dont slot me. I have less work to do then. Argh.
posted by melissa at 11/04/2006 03:55:00 AM
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