and she dreams again...

it's 4am, and I'm stubbornly staying up, for Gawd knows what reason. I wonder if my dreams will be nice tonight.

I want to hear his voice so much. I want to meet him so much. I miss him. Why. again and again. why.


.....huge dilema. and im typing nonsense here. utter nonsense...like...

lalalala....blah blah blah....im going mad not slping..having nothing to do.


oh help.