and she dreams again...

dont know
whats wrong
why i get so emo at nite
why i cant seem to balance even tho i try so much
why i make myself think stupid things
why im treated so well by everyone...sometimes feel i dont deserve it.
im just rattling like a stupid girl at 435am...maybe im tired and need sleep.
why maybe aftrer hearing a song i became sad.
why this happens, why tht happens..why to anything.
whats wrong with me most of the time.
i feel im not gd enuff.
sometimes i just hate myself.
sometimes i just feel like slapping myself and i do it.
i tend to be down easily too, so who am i to tell someone else off for feeling down...sometimes theres just no reason...
sometimes we ralli cant explain.
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