...in her head again.......

-Another good day!-

Wow!, Woke up in time to rush down to church for the wedding! I sang a solo HEHEEEE :) We only had some sops and aome altos and two basses, but I think we were tight and we blended with each other very well!

I stayed on in church for youth min's session for the confirmation kids and i really enjoyed the time spent with soo many of my youth min friends. They are lovely peopele and i treasure each and every one of them. Really, i'd not mind just hanging ard in church with them...

After tht i headed to town to meet Harri fro Tapestry gigs, but we hated it and left soon after reaching. She and I went on a mad search for food and found ourselves in tiong bahru which was really quite hilarious actually! heheheheh =0) We met Jw and Edwin after tht, and after some chatting and goofing ard, we headed back home together.

While i was in church today, I kept saying to God; Thank you God..thank you thank you thank you.. for everything. I am really so blessed.

Then while I was out tonite, and having fun with Harri and Jw, the two of the handful of people who mean the world to me.. I kept saying somemore thank you Lord...

I was telling Edo tht Im really happy now, and I truly truly am.
The only regret i have is tht now I have to hold back tht love for him, and im sure he noes it...and its sad when u cant extend yr hand and reach out to love the person u want to love..and show it to him...and he in turn, knwoing tht he's called it quits has reserved all tht as well.. and well, i guess thts just the way it has to be then... but I was very happy to see him tonite.. hearin him sing into my ears... was the nicvest thing tonite. I love you.

During the wedding today, Father Vass highlighted tht love is the ultimate when ure willing to die for another person, and not blink an eye when asked if u'd do tht for someone else. It was only today tht i realised we are all given the privellege of being like Jesus, who died on the cross for us, becoz he loved us and gave up his life for us to atone for our sins. He was willing, becoz he loved us.
So, then have u ever felt like u love someone till ure willing to die for them? I feel honoured now, tht ive felt tht way three times in my life so far. And till today, if anything were to happen to these three parties, i will still be willing to die for them, without a blink of my eye. Thts how much I love them, whatever the circumstances have become. And becoz of being able to feel tht way, I feel privelledged tht we're given the ability to feel the way god did.

I live my life, differently now. And Im happy.
I can only try my best to live life to the fullest.

THIS SAT, IS FINALLY MY GIG. EARSHOT CAFE, 8PM, THE SOFA SESSIONS, ARTS HOUSE.
WOHOOOOO!


Will blog more tmr. Am very very tired. Ive been reading Unbearable Lightness of Being, and I picked our a few paragraphs tht surprisingly linked to Jw. Will type them out tmr with more photos too... GD NITE WORLD.