Some photos from the night out with gerri, ian , eld and gang from FSV!!!! : )









Today was good. Ymm prac was fun and i got to meet everyone again.
I feel blessed.
Very blessed to have these people who love ma all ard. Bao said luv ya lissa, before he went offline, and the new girl i just got to noe not long ago, msg and said she loved me to bits, when , i havent done anything for her?

Why does it always seem, tht some things come so easily when we dont deserve it, and people just care so much and then sometimes we work so hard to love others.. and nothing comes out of it...

i miss him... so much.
but
i cant keep saying it.
i cant keep hoping tht he'll realise ho much i really do love him.

all this crushing over whoever and having new targets and all, its all not real.