=) Embracing a new start to my life, with less than a handful of people close to me now. But honestly, this new change is fine and welcoming for me : ) This quiet is jusr what I need,and I am honestly happy now . : )
I owe it to the retreat, and despite having very religious-related nightmares, I am not afraid and know that God is holding my hand and seeing me through this new journey. I am very lucky to have gotten a new phone from Freda on a as long as I need it basis--and so I'm finally back to my photo-taking loving days (though the quality isn't so good, but it'll really do for now). The job handover is complete and I have lots to pick up; but it was funny that today, i ledt smiling and I felt happy. I can manage, and it should be fine. :D
Here are my ton of photos. I went out with Mervin tonight and we watched 4:30. My only disappointment is that Royston tan drags his films way too much, and takes to long to get to the point. His ending left hanging in d air doesn't really give his film much debt. But it was still good.
Everything is taking a turn. thsi si the start of me feeling more vomplete again. I can feel it in me. There's a part of me that I've gotten back and it's making me happy and cheerful for real. =)
I also got to catch up with Charles the other day and found out that his neighbour is my KC guides junior. Small world. It was nice to see Elvin again too. But I was really happy I got to meet Charles again. Nothing felt better.
Well. Everybody's gotten learn sometimes, anfd I think Charles has toughened up in mentality alot too, due to his tremendously tiring NS schedule and travelling. I can see that we'll both grow up to be much better people.
Looking back now at the old love, and the old attempted loves, I can only say that what's past is past, and a part of me will always remain there, and it will always have this sour feeling to it, but that's that. I've doen my best. I don't hope for anything from these great boys or guys I've loved... but I do hope I will somehow have funt times with my once close friends again.
Photos in the next entry!
I owe it to the retreat, and despite having very religious-related nightmares, I am not afraid and know that God is holding my hand and seeing me through this new journey. I am very lucky to have gotten a new phone from Freda on a as long as I need it basis--and so I'm finally back to my photo-taking loving days (though the quality isn't so good, but it'll really do for now). The job handover is complete and I have lots to pick up; but it was funny that today, i ledt smiling and I felt happy. I can manage, and it should be fine. :D
Here are my ton of photos. I went out with Mervin tonight and we watched 4:30. My only disappointment is that Royston tan drags his films way too much, and takes to long to get to the point. His ending left hanging in d air doesn't really give his film much debt. But it was still good.
Everything is taking a turn. thsi si the start of me feeling more vomplete again. I can feel it in me. There's a part of me that I've gotten back and it's making me happy and cheerful for real. =)
I also got to catch up with Charles the other day and found out that his neighbour is my KC guides junior. Small world. It was nice to see Elvin again too. But I was really happy I got to meet Charles again. Nothing felt better.
Well. Everybody's gotten learn sometimes, anfd I think Charles has toughened up in mentality alot too, due to his tremendously tiring NS schedule and travelling. I can see that we'll both grow up to be much better people.
Looking back now at the old love, and the old attempted loves, I can only say that what's past is past, and a part of me will always remain there, and it will always have this sour feeling to it, but that's that. I've doen my best. I don't hope for anything from these great boys or guys I've loved... but I do hope I will somehow have funt times with my once close friends again.
Photos in the next entry!
posted by melissa at 7/06/2006 03:11:00 AM
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