Evanescence--Immortal

"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tear
sWhen you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me"


Godbro has this running on his blog..and each time I go to his blog, I feel very sad...just like the way Teressa felt sad about this song. This song seems to eat up people who feel the exact emotions of this song. For her, she lost someone to death..someone close to her. For my friend Samantha, who lost Perry, after two yrs, I think if she hears this song anytime soon, she's gonna go insane again. They were supposed to get married, imagine......
.....But as for me, I try to avoid listening to this song, but tonight, after reading teressa's blog, I guess I have to. I hate to face up to these emotions, but this song is for YOU. Would u believe me, fi there's still hurt in me? It just won;t go away. Why dd u leave me. Why. There's a big hole in my heart, it;s now merely covered by bandages tht are pretneding to heal...