...in her head again.......

I guess distractions are always good in a way. But because distractions dont take place or rather take place on purpose, the thing u try to distract yrself from becomes the one thing u start to focus more on. However it is still good sort of.

Spent today meeting up with fiona, joik, lerp, and don from the band smth evol hahaa.. went to watch Step Up coz they got free tickets. We bumped into symon too. It was a gd movie, and i liked it much. I woke up0 earlier today, and camile called abt the job and all, i appreciate tht. fi and i s0poke abt a job ad in the papers and we have decided to head down for an interview tmr. I mite go to the hotels and ask ard too. Also asked zhong to see if singtel is hiring for his position coz im interested. five fucking weeks its gonna be now.. have never been poorer.. but im trying to relax... just need to be patient for a week more i think.. i tink tht *** **** of liquid kitchen is playing me out. we're also gg down to vivo tmr to check it out. Shes got cartel food vouchers so lunch is covered. yay. lets hope our plans work out.

after movie, we were at mac cafe for a while, and we decided to head back to bedok. hung ard one of the playgrounds, played fire sparklers, and sang some songs. Lerp composes very nice songs. Why cant i do so??? he uses the same damn chords man...

anyways... tried.. gonna koon soon. shit, today didnt do exercise, didnt practise guit and piano... tsk. haiz.

im getting joik to do my web site for me... gonna give her a little treat sort of ... so gonna start working on it.. only prob, i have no server.. dont know how also...

aiya...


- how do i get out of living a lie, when somehow i dont really have a choice but to stay in tht lie? how do i stop this...-