Forget it. Nothing I have typed is coming out right.
Feeling absolutely crap now. I hate typing shit loads of paragraphs and nothing comes out right.
Sick of being sick. Am still very sick. Relapse after fri, and Im down with fever and flu again. I can't hear half the time-- don't talk abt singing. I can't fucking sing today. I couldn't sing to God, even though I needed so badly to. I think my solos sounded awful.
I'm really feeling low and I don't know why. I can't snap out of it. I don't exactly know why I'm feeling the way I am.

SLeep calls.

I'm really sorry.



I love you..I love you very much.



thanks charles, ivan, simon, Harri and dear. Truly a night I'll never, never forget.