I feel worse today. Slept the whole day, took medicine and still feel like shit.
I haven't gotten my vocals back. I can feel it. It isn't the same. I hope they aren't damaged for good.
I think the last two entries were too emotional. I was just farking upset with myself.
But I still feel that it's really wasted I missed their gig yesterday, and the observatory. I forgot to mention, that I missed out on watching rivermaya on fri, for the second time in a row. The last time, I skipped it. DAMNIT.
When will I get to see another corrinne may concert, another rivermaya gig, another observatory gig (which will prob be ages from now), and damien rice??? ....... haix.

And I just realised that I'm still extremely angry with sam.