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im i d comp lab....so very tired..ust finish scheduling.....k la, better go up do vid now....wana finish it up totally.

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we sang a song tht was quite nice todae....one of the songs in the hymnal, something abt "many things about tomorrow, i don't seem to understand, but i noe who holds tomorrow and i noe who hols my hand..." quite nice yes....

realli wish i coulkd just talk to him now...haiz....alrites...nitez all.

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i miss you....haha, but how silly of me, you wouldn't noe anyway....keke...silly me. i realli shld just stop waiting. can;t help it yah.

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good afternoon.....im suppose to be studying jap now...but too distracted, rather write something here....tmr ive studio recording, which reminds me of my audition and how tough it is for singers to make an album. The continuous take after take, getting the song perfectly done, in this certain style and all...it's alot of hard work. I take my hat off all those singers out there. the tougher the tune, the harder it is. Especially songs with funky sounds in it, weird beats, and basically the more daring ones. those are really not easy to do.

aniwaes......the next production has already started, my producer/director is working very very hard...i'm waiting for delegation of work, and ive been tasked a new job, so it's another challenge for me!! woot=) kinda cool realli tho the feeling of something un expected is there again. But my director is realli good. yeaps.

...hmm, the docu students all filming this weekend, wonder how thier shoots are, yeahs....

feel like going out....realli feel like going out.....grrr....shld be doing stuff now, must get my lazy eyes and bum off this lazy cushion and stop lazing ard in my comfy room!!

ahahaha....blabber blabber blabber....soooo distracted....idle is my fingers...., like cant wait to change and get to church...aka, not study. hah!

alriteys....you toodles, please leave me a note or smth....pls??? thank you for your time spent here with ms little dreamer....till later, take care now and have a sunny good afternoon.yeahs. i'm lovin it. hahaha!

ciao!

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okays, i do know why mum was sorta bad mood this morning....shes fine now...

went to watch turn left, turn right...now shut up if you dun like it....coz before the movie came out, i read the comic and adored it extremely...as unrealistic as the story can get, you'dbe suprised things like this actually happoen in real life....except maybe you're not neighbours...haha....but i have come across coincidences myself wif one or two individuals i know...and at that time, it just freaked me out. Angie mentioned the pining of rthe other part was done very well...and that there was alot of comedy too....I feel that the comedy added to the frustration of the two not meeting and being so damn unlucky. everywhere they went, they crossed paths, met the same people, thought the same thoughts, looked in the same corners, asked the same questions..but sadly, couldn't find each other. worse still, to have two sickening people purposely hide it from them. I felt like tearing out my hair througout the movie...it was very touching...
I liked it alot...been wanting to watch something that tugs at the heart instead of the rest of the realli cool movies out at the moment. Those will have to wait, for now.

After a tiring day, i'm at the pedestrian crossing outside my home, listening to my handphone radio....it's all dark and quiet at 12+ midnite....i'm waiting for the red man to turn green...and since the bus ride home, I felt an awful feeling of loneliness again....maybe the movie had some effect on me..and it was pretty busy at work too,m which made me feel realli sian , tho i still remember im happier having work to do now...I realised yet again, that no matter what i do...he'd never realise....he'd never, never realise....and that why, like what was said in the movie....destiny isn't like that...it doesn't mean you meet a thousand times, means you shld like each other...sometimes its just that one meeting, if both parties like each other, thats destiny...i noe God has plans for each and every one of us....prob the one we're waiting for we'll meet years from now...when we realli least expect it.

i just don't like it when i get those feelings.....overwhelms quite ait sometimes....okay, think i'll dleep this off....

good nite now. peace.

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why is mum in such a bad mood today....she's spoling my good mood yeahs....dunno why shes so angry and all...gee....

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after al the editing and stuff....i realli hope our video does well.....personally, i like it, and tho the sound for the god fellas part can;t be saved, i managed to ammend it abit, but i still like the original sound...so i left abit of it there...hence, a little distortion.....emusic is coming along fine too...just left one part to complete....proplan has quite alot to finish still...oh boyz......hmm....uh-oh! shit! i have jap test on monday! i forgot all abt it....rrr...pom aint done yet, journals too...better finish it up, dun wana miss out for simple grades...aint worth it...

i'm finally gg to watch a movie ltr....after working non stop, i realli deserve a break, a nice afternoon before i go off to work...and finally some time with my bro out....

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"....oohhh...what lovely roses....I'd put them in a special place...for the party tonight..."

"why didnt she marry me?"" she was afraid, she wanted someone simple...

"peter, you always expect too much of me, i cant take that"
" becoz i love you!!!!"
" im sorry peter"
"richard....he gives me a sense of security."
"security??? is that what you want? he;s a fool, a dull, plain fool"

..." we were so young back then..."

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I went for the audition after school today. It went very well except that i got my chorus lyrics jumbled up, but the recording was good, i wasn't nervous that much considering that its my second studio recording experience besides school. Im very happy, in fact thrilled coz i have my own demo cd now. i heard it earlier....it's a small dream come true. Coz for as long as i know, ive always wanted to sing and record songs onto a cd for myself. just for the fun of it. So, after the studio recording which was just one chance, i was interviewed or rather spoke to the A & R manager. had a nice chat. the recording was graded, so i would get smth by post soon. he says there are four categories A-D and im not in the two extremes. tht is very good already knowing their high standards. all's good.

tv was good tonite. im finally gg back to work tmr. =)
tmr , new day, new load of work. have swt dreams. God bless all of you.

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i love this layout....the pic above...is just so lovely....gd nite...swt dreams everyone....
gd nite my lord.

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That I Would Be Good
by Alanis Morissette

Album : Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie
Submitted by :
Corrected by : marlee
Rated : 9.8 (71 votes)


That I would be good
Even if I did nothing
That I would be good
Even if I got the thumbs down

That I would be good
If I got and stayed sick
That I would be good
Even if I gained 10 pounds

That I would be fine
Even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good
If I lost my hair and my youth

That I would be great
If I was no longer queen
That I would be grand
If I was not all knowing

That I would be loved
Even when I numb myself
That I would be good
Even when I am overwhelmed

That I would be loved
Even when I was fuming
That I would be good
Even if I was clinging

That I would be good
Even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you

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I Shall Believe
by Sheryl Crow

Album :
Submitted by : Laurie
Corrected by : xfhjgf
Rated : 9.9 (66 votes)


Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe

I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key

Never again
would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won't give up on me
And I shall believe
I shall believe
And I shall believe

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its so nice....thank you....

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had a great day in church....time to sleep, got an early day tmr...
nite folks.

=)

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it feels quite funny....writing again....and, i dunno why i started a blog again....it certainly isnt becoz i missed it...i did without it for three whole months...and now, im not afraid like i was before...hee...funny how things goi about...i call it...mmm.....something tht evoles...hahaha....rubbish i tell you. hee

feel like writing a story. yea.=) maybe i should.

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and the first to tag is........GLENN!!!! you win the first prize. hahaha=)

gd afternoon everyone. it's a birght and sunny sunday, all feeling good i sure hope? so, whats up for a lazy sunday??=) hmm....omelattes sunny side up?? nah...it;s BAD for health ya noe...=)

hee...its a gd sunday and i'll be off to church pretty soon.=) nick, as in me bro bought stuff frm kino coz of the 20% sale ...and....abnd... i so want the new sandman tales!!!! agh!! rofl! ahahha

i need to look for a karaokae vcd...anyone know where i can get??=) chinese singer not english....it's for an auditon im gg for..yea.

okies, thts all for now...remember, drink 8 glasses of water at least a day! .=p and lots of salads...and, continute dreaming.....keep dreaming....

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being appreciative is the topic of the year for me. learning respect for those who deserve to be shown respect is another. two very preciosu lessons for me. and the truth of how tough it is to support oneself. i'm glad i've learnt.

swt dreams....keep dreaming....never forget your dreams...yeahs....

=o)

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feeling healthy has never felt any better=) REally, i always tend to overlook what i have, what i shld treasure, then when a big blow comes, it's only then that i learn. *sigh* I REALLI shld start to heed advice so i wun ever need to take too many big blows anymore. It feels so good to be able to focus and just sit here COMFORTABLY definitely and type this out. It was miserable being in pain the last few days...and i prayed...just prayed....and some incredible miracle, i'm better this evening.
Praise the Lord. i was so sick just this afternoon.

I hoep you like my new layout.

Jill has been so very sweet, asking over me everyday since she knew i was ill...tht girl, =). haha, and collegues wise, louise has very much been there for me too....i really appreciate it. Richard however, wasn't too happy about my cancelling of shift four days in a row. Not that i really bother. im on mc you noe. Nick lent me support, which was motivating non the less.

well, good as new i will be on monday, back to work. time to brush the video with my audio inputs, time to start working on proplan, emusic and multitrack projects. IS too. ahaha. yeahs. . . im indeed happy that i can again, complain abt my daily workloads, except this time round, i look at it abit differently. im very glad i have my daily workload to complain about.it's far better than lying in bed 24/7 in agony not knowning what's next.

good nite.

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im feeling better!!! hurray!

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pls lord...pls heal me....thank you...