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heylo! There was only one lesson today. I went to school for one lesson, and then I came home. poop. hahaha.
Vocal lesson got postponed coz Aaron had somethings to attend to. Like Chris, I didn't know where to go at first, then I decided home was the best, coz I'm suffering from diarrhoea the last two days. I also have q uite a lot of work to do. Olrite, gtg.

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I watched Last Samurai last night. Way cool, dude. hahaaa

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good nite.

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And inrtoducting Boon, a passionate film-maker, also Shaun and Xiaowen's crew member. These few individuals are really good with thier stuff, so for those who have just hoped into my blog, do take a look at thier links, esp Jonathan--I'm sure you'll be interested to see some of thier stuff. Robin has some cool stuff too.

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Introducing two of my other friends, Christine, and Jonathan Sng, whom I have just linked. Christine is my vocal classmate, and Jonathan , childhoold friend, who i hardly kept in touch with till now, that we have exchanged contacts. He is very interested in filming and he loves watching movies. He also composes his won songs, with accompanying chords on guitar. (*electris and classical). Jonathan also draws very well. I dunnoe what he's doing in his present course, which is Digital Media Design, but he says he wants to come inot FSV after army.

Christine is in Ngee ann also, taking accountancy. She says she wants to become a professional accountant. Hahah. She's a pretty girl, with wit and intelligence too.

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Hey...otsa visiting and am so tired. Thanks for yr prayers for my friend. She has been discharged from hospital already=) one more day of visiting.

Good thing that came out of it---my long time friend and me, finally exchanged contacts after all these yrs! I wonder why we didn't do so earlier, but yea=) It's great

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my best friend entered hospital this morning...pls pray for her.

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Heyas!! Sorry I haven't been updating~~! I have been writing in my notebook more because some thoughts I felt were better left hand written than here. haha, especially when it's two long pages I wrote. See, I was at starbucks alone one of the afternoons I think last sat after morning make-up lecture for CNY, and I wanted to go to the library, but I wasn't up to it. I didn't have the mood to shop either. Strangely, watching a movie alone wasn't what I wanted either. So, I found myself in starbucks, writing and writing and writing, till I found myself near tears. I decided to call ria, and the sweet baby came down with shawnie to meet me. They made my day so much happier. I went home, with my spirits uplifted and it felt warm and good.

Now, I don't think I'll have time for thoughts, hehe, because I'm really busy with school work, choir recruitment drive and practices for upcoming major events in feb, and my parent's wedding anniv celebration also. My broa nd I have a lot of planning and arrangements to make. He and I will be performing too. W have a mini concert to prepare too. Plus, all the major dates for everything is in february, so I'm gonna be eextremely busy. I like it though, because it's a challenge. I should be able to cope. Yes. =). My vocal test is within those dates too. Hence, my health has to be top nothc condition for the next two months =)

I've been corresponding with a friend over email and it feels great. I'm glad we keep in touch. My friend just broke up with her bf of three years +. She's my vocal classmate. I feel so upset, coz the two of them are such nice people. She definitely is.

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I am extremely disappointed and angry with myself tonight. That's all I should say here on a public blog.

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hullo

I didn't write the past few days, because i was very down--some silly particular reason that got me into the dumps, as it made me question myself. I'm quite okay now.

Lately, I've gotten into the habit of watching movies myself, coz alot of people are not free (my bad timing, must be) and my bro has been so ill, so I've hardly had anyone with me. I've watched two out of the five movies I want to watch. These are the five:

Love Me If You Dare
School Of Rock
Mona Lisa Smile
Victoria Guerin (hope I got that right, pls excuse me)
Goodbye Lenin (RA)

I've watched the first two, last saturday, and this afternoon after school. Love Me If You Dare, is the best French Film I've ever watched. Indeed, the script was well written, and the film, was made with such careful placement of scenes and text.
School of Rock is one show artistrs, especially will support. Musicians more so. You'll know why when you watch it. I am happy with it, because it promotes oen of my beliefs--not to spoil it for you, I won't mention exactly what.

I'm quite irritated, that sometimes the folka will never be pleased, even though I've tried so hard. Okay, besides that.

I've made ammendments to my links and Other links section. Ive made it neater, grouped all the links, added quite a few more friends, and a new link useful to the FSV TV student production students. I removed one or two links, coz they are invalid now. So, I hope navigation is much easier for all of you. I'm still considering whether to add a few more links--It's a sensitive issue, so do understand.

Okay, I've got quite a lot to get done, so see you around.

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Distractions are bad attractions that steer one away from the supposed atraction at a point in time. I'm stoned.

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I had some guests over at my house tonight. (It was one of the church relatd avtivities and it was my parents' turn to host.) Of which, one of them I was pretty eager to meet again, but sadly, the couple wasn't able to turn up. That really disappointed me quite a bit today. It doesn't make things better that I was further disappointed ove rsome stuff.

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Wen caught some of the movies I want to watch. Maybe this sat we should go watch two movies, you?=) Pls?

I want to watch

Mona Lisa Smile
School of rock
Love me if you dare
.and the other one wen mentioned. I can't remember offhand. I didn't realise after LOTR, this influx of movies came in. Lagging big time.

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Non linear editing, tv studio production and regional cinema are looking good. We watched Jackie Chan's first movie that made it into the US box office charts today: Rumble of the Bronx. It rawks your butt off the chair with his death threatening stunts!!

Three semesters of film subjects, all lectures are just watching of films every week!! Now, tell mw if you're jealous or not! haha. Tomorrow's lessons start at 8am. Yes, another early morning!

For anime crazy dudes, my bro and I found this link some time ago that I've just added. It has alot of songs. Go check it out. Link below at the side.

It's been rather quiet for me. So that's about it. I will get my sleep now-good night all, and here's to a better tomorrow.

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It was the second day back in school today. This semester has a range of pretty different subjects compared to the previous semesters.; of which, non-linear editing and tv studio production are two of the subjects. I'm quite excited over these two subjects coz my interests in video production lies in these two areas.

Actually, every semester provides a range of different subjects. But however, along the way, I lose interest in the subject(s) very quickly and I go through the semester rather "excited" over maybe, only one subject. I hope it will not be like that this semester. Losing of interest in sibjects(s) has varied reasons. Sometimes, it's a personal realisation that I'm not too keen on it, after knowing more about what it actually is, and sometimes, it's the lecturer,yes, which really shouldn't affect my focus. (damn).

Over the last few semesters, I haven't scored a good score for anything, and the only few subjects i'm quite alright with has been photography, story telling, video production and production planning. The rest of the suybjects that I did ok in was not so much basefd on individual effort. I feel i wasn't good at them.
I hope this semester, I find my muse.

Okay, enough of that said. First day of school was weird for me. The morning didn't start off too well. Everything was quite funky as I got to see the people I've not seen for more than two months, and alot of FMS people were "hanging out" at SIM. First day, I have a lot to say, but I'll put it in one simple phrase: Surpises and shocks. You're wondering what and why exactly? Well, these are the words to describe my reactions for the day, so, link them together and you'll probably figure what I mean.

I was very happy indeed to meet Wen, Shaun, Ria, Cjar and Shawn today. It sure felt good catching up after so long. Bumping into them on the streets don't exactly count, yes? Yes, your memory isn't as fish as mine, I did meet Wen and Shaun during my attachment period, but we're good friends, and I didn't see them since before Christmas, so I miss them. I miss Brighton quite a lot too. it's quite awkward, coz for a period fo time, we met for lunch every other day and even hung out at night.

This discipline is working. I'm trying my best to write proper English from now on. So as to get back the "hang" of writing English the right way and not like I used to. (Though, I really love writing like that). It's training. I feel My English has deteriorated quite largely. This is just one of the many resolutions I'm trying to stick by this year. I'll do them till it becomes second fiddle again, and hence, I won't need to make a consious effort to do them no more.

Alright, I'll go off and have my dinner now. The flu is still bad, and I've passed it to my whole family ( THE GUILT). Hm, I want to be more like a girl. yeah.

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Eh, I think it's spore's damn weather situation rite now, everyone's a lil pissy...mutter

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Hey, Ive added my friend's webbie, Brandon. Take a lookie

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It's very good to spend quiet time to yrself. I've always liked thses little moments of reflection.

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nehneh, i'm at my god-bro's house now, We went for dinner with them again and another uncle. I slept most of the day, but my flu is still very bad. I sure hope to get well before school starts. Talking about being ill, My buddy Wei Yi got his asthma back--he's been ill foir many weeks already, with flu that didn't seem to get well--the doctor said the asthma systoms are back. It got worse today, I heard, and it's affecting his singing--he was coughing alot today. If only he had not gone clubbing yesterday. Pray for me and him olrite? hehe, thank you.

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I'm bavck home, gonna go get rest soon-- the flu is real bad. nite

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Good afternoon 2004. Good afternoon one and all. Once again, Happy New Year. I was reading quite a few blogs, and everyone seemed to have written a last entry recounting the year, putting everything aside and now, facing the new year. Last night, starting the early morning of the new year, I felt I wasn't prepared to let go of 2003, despite it having been my most "challenging" year of all. Now, I'll say, I'm preapred; to put all things aside, and start this year a fresh.

I'm having a bad flu since 30th dec 2003, and didn't wish to bring it across to 2004 but I'll get well soon. I'll say there are many things I wish to change this year. many, many things, and I hope I have the strength to do so.

I spent new yr's eve at home, coz mum cooked a feast and we had guests. Mum is the best cook I've EVER known. I enjoyed myself, despite having been ill.

I wonder why 2003 seemed to have held such strong emotions for many of us. No one expect it of course. 2004, I think it's gonna hold many more challenges. This year, I hold God, even higher than ever before. He's really a pillar I will never be able to do without. I want to always remember I said "never". He made my christmas special, he made my birhtday strange, he made my year a whole learning journey, and now, the year that I turn 19, I think he's prepared me much better to celebrate the age that I'll realli behave like.

I have my parents to thank for these many years with them. I think every single person who crossed my path made an impact on my life, taught me something and either continued to stay on teaching me or left and walked on. It's incredible how many people all of us know, really.

My new year resolutions, i'll like to keep to myself. There are quite a number of things, that I seriously need to smth abt. There are just quite a few things, that I'm not oh so proud of. Till I get these things straightened out, I won't be a better person. So, i'm gonna do smth abt it. Then there will be peace at home and with myself and the people around me. My work will improve too and so will my well being as a singer. 2004 hols a new hope, many more chances and I don't want to burst this new hope.


Brighton, thank you for alreadi, considered a little testimonial on yr blog. Thank you

Okay, let's rock on 2004.