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morning, morning...it's wed, 25th marhc, and I'm in schl now...had to come watch Z"blueprint" for audio analysis...haiz....later gg down to tinybox for my vocal test! wish me lotsa luck!!! see ya ard!

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heyz!!! My flu seems better today!!!! yay!! ; ) I slept twedlve hours stright and when i woke up this afternoon, i was like, damn, that was long. so didnt seem like it.

So after a day at home, i finally tried to sing...and i can!!! :) am so very happy. thank you all for yr prayers...i pray and pray it stays this way.

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i didnt go for class today...and so many things happened, bet two of my classmates, which is so sad...and worse still, an unprofessional female china teacher! she pull my friend's hair, and hit her. terrible behaviour.
haiz

friend likes friend, but the girl dun like the guy. haiz.

sometimes this world can have so many unreasonable pple and situations.

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FED YP FED UP
just when i was so happy to share w you, that my flu is getting better, I have to taker that bvack. I woke up feeling alot worse, like as if ive not even healed one bit. So im bitterly at home now when i shld be out for vocal lesson. freakin pissed. my test is on thurs. my test is on thurs! pleasze, please, please spare me. it's been three plus weeks already. please.

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school holsss!!!!!!!!
That's right, it's finally come to the two week break. It has been an exhausting seven weeks I've handed up three edits, one research paper, two audio analysis, one realli horrid sound priject, one proposal, one story, and now after this two weeks, i need to have ready one more sound project and one presentation. For now, I think I really need a rest. The paper has drained me completely. I'll need to start worrying about my vocal test thus thurs. I'm only starting to recover. This means so much to me. And i think sat will then be an enjoyable and big relief. And i think it's gonna be such a memorable nigthr for My family and I. It will be for my closest friends too.

It was a pretty good TV recording, though one of the mics was off, and Miss H did a lil screaming. At the end of it, all of us breathed one huge sigh of relief. yeah, im really glad it's over.

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HEYLOOOOO!!! =o)
It was a great day in church today, beside my physical discomforts...alot of the new members recruited turned up for choir. The numbers were a bit too big really. I don't know how we are going to manage this sudden difference, but i pray we will after some adjustments.

My flu is a lil better, but still far from recovery. It is up and down everyday. However, I'll like to thank every single one of you who have been praying for me. Thank you very much. It is a great relief now that my regional cinema paper is finished. Now i can concentrate on getting everything organised and ready for sat!!! yes!!

I think I'm really very fortuante. I have a great family, i have a bunch of precious friends that God has given to me, and I couldn't ask for more. I have talents that I use to praise God's name, and he has given me the chance to pursue the same interest too.

I was way above cloud 9 today. I think I grin like an idiot, and its embarrasing. Little comments are being said, and thts making my face redder. I'm just so happy. I'm very happy the way everything is now.


I want to tell you...tht i grin silly...
i want to tell you...to give me support on sat...
i want to tell you...im so happy...
i want to tell you...tht having you ard me is the most wonderful feeling ever.
i want to tell you...i can't wait to dress up...
i want to tell you...i'll be nervous...
I want to tell you..you mean so much. more than words can ever say.

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five extremely late nights and my thesis paper is born. 3002 words not counting the standard three pages at least for format. Fighting a horrid flu and tryin to rest. finished medicine and a worn out mind. im in need of good rest. The work isnt finished yet. There's still more to do, more to do.


Give me a break.

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Friendship measn too much. Love means alot. I'll never have the guts to admit becoz friendship means too much. It has been now coming to three years and the occasions have come and gone. I still don't dare to say it.

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It was mum's birthday today!! We celebrated with one of our closest family friends...mum lost her voice today. I feel very bad for having passed the flu to her again. I pray so much that we will both get well by this sunday. We both need to be well next week for so many things. I'm still in the midst of completing my thesis paper.

It'll be a great wonderful next sat, with all the grandness, the gowns, the wines, the dinner, the songs my bro and I have specially prepared for them... It'd be special, also, coz he'd be there...it'd be special coz on wed, i'd have gotten thru my vocal test...and I want to do well for it...It'd be great coz my family is so much close than before...it'll be a day of love.

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I'm sorry. For having been in such a bad mood today. My flu is getting worse, even though it is the second round of medicine already. I'm sick of being sick so often, and I don't like it one bit. Today is one of those days, where nothing I decided went right. It is one of those days you wished you had a bit more wisdom from above to have done what is best for myself--but it wasn't.

I should have skipped lecture today, so that I could have gotten at least half of my research paper done, but NO, i went to schl, and left lecture half way anyway. One , because I was feeling horrid, two, because I was so in deed of sleep. then, I went for vocal class, which I shouldn't have done, coz I can't even damn sing now. my throat is painful. I went. Different teacher today. Strain until siao. Didn't sing well---felt like shite already, but pple have to add more salt to the wound. And for dunnoe what damn reason, I felt nervous. It wasn't even a recording, wth? I don't know, but it seems that one person today, seemed to be at me the most.

I am so tired now. I have an 8am class tmr. But i need to start on my paper. So, i'm going to skip tutorial tmr afternoon. So "clever" right? it is due FRI. By sat, I have to give some stuff for my TV project. Mon, some stupid IS visit to the Whinery, and later TV recording in mid-noon. Tuesday, extra vocal class, wed, TEST. "great". thursday, go back to schl for one damn video for analysis. it takes me even longer just to get to school. fri, extra practise for the BIG DAY--SAT. so, HOW AM I GOING TO SING ON SAT???? like i'm hoping fot a miracle???

despressing.

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Hullo~~ I actually had a post for V-day, but blogger swallowed it along the way, and it got lost in the web. heh.

Ive been very ill again over the week, and I went to see the doc today. he gave me extra strong medicine. Please pray for me, that I can fight it off. My family members are getting it too. :<

Okie. Good nite.

God bless all

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We used faith's camera to take a couple of photos in the studio also!!! sad, I do not know how to upload them here. There are many photos I'd like to share with you. =) Guess I'll have to do that on a more personal basis. Take care loads, and good night.

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hihi....I took cab to school today so that I could try to rush my project that is due tomorrow. I haven't bought the DAT yet. Hope I remember to tomorrow. The project is still very raw, but I realli dun think I have a choice liao loh. Must also pay for budget tomorrow. Try to remember all this *remember, remember* hahaha.

We watched a really hilarious film in regional cinema today. It was about a gay, who lhas been living with his gay partner for the last five years, and suddenly, one of them suggested that they get married. The partner told his parents. Tis guy is chinese, while his gay partner is caucasian. The chinese guy's parents come dfown from taiwan, with gifts and money, to celebrate the auspicious occasion. This chinese guy find his girl friend, weiwei, to be his "pretend" wife. His parents come to stay for two weeks, and three of them had to pretend the entire time, from lving in Simon's house, ( the caucasian guy), and weiwei and weitong (the chinese guy) sleeping together, to the grand wedding and wedding dinner. Many had to be bluffed. It didn't last very long though. On the night of the wedding, weitong made love to weiwei and got her pregnant.
This is where the problem started. Simon couldn't take it anymore, and the two lovers started fighting over the whole issue. Weitong's father experienced a slight storke, and weitong revealed the truht to his mother at this point. He didn't know that his father knew the truth a long time ago, by observation.
Weiwei had initial thoughts of aborting the baby, but decided to keep it in the end. Weitong's father is discharged, and on Simon's birthday, gives him a red packet. Simon is shocked, and realises that the father knew all long. Simoin agrres to be the second father to weiwei's child, and the story ends off happily with weitong's parents being sent off by the three of them.

I liked the story.

Today's coval class was good. I finally managed to give a reasonable performance. It was indeed a tiny achievement. I wiull continue practising even more, and hope that on the test day, I'll be able to give such performance or better. Aaron says I can pass with today's performance. =) I felt sad and stressed for Faith though,. She broke down after many takes coz Aaron was realli rather stern. Adeline, Christine and Hanwen performed well too. : ) Wilson (faith's bf) came to fetch her (as usual, so sweet ritez?) and they had tung yuan on the way to the mrt station. I had a little bit ! *lol*.

Okie, I've gtg rest for early class tmr. Pray that my flu gets better =). Pray that I keep safe from that girl's childdishness. I had no intention to blast her, but she went too far.

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I got my gown!!!! =) My firned, Way, (weiyi, girl) lent it to me. She bought it from topshop and she modified it to be adjustable at the back, like a cosette. She's really good with this stuff! She sews her own dresses and costumes for cosplay! Anyways, the gown is black, and it's a tube-kinda design on top....it looks beautiful! Yay! Finally, i have a gown to wear!=)

I'm ill again. *mutter*. Okie, turing in early. Good nite.

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Hi!! The practise at my place was quite good, though we had a little difficulty! *he* couldn't make it though. He's also really flustered with projects to finish! (aw man...) Anyways, I'm still on cloud 9 hahaha.

Take care and luv all of ya loads! BUIA (X2)

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Early morning to you! I went for vocal class today, and we had another try at recording in the studio. My performance was still not too good. I'm a bit stressed about that. With all other stuff piling, this little cow is going a bit mad! hahah=)
Aaron point4ed out so many areas that will need improvement. The test is end of the month, a few days before my parents' celebration.

Perl, thanks for leaving the tags, It was sweet of you to come by again!

Gotta get back to work, take care,

Nitez , babe.

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Good evening! :) It was a pretty long day, from school, to doing some shopping with my mum for our dresses that we'll be wearing on the "big day". =) School projects, choir recruitment and her anniversary celebration is keeping me busy, busy, busy. It feels very good too! Preparations for vocal class test and cantoring too!

I had a nice suprise again today!! Heh, I think I should try buying toto or something for the past three days! *chucke* . I'm in clou 9 I think. hahahaaa

Hey, babies are so adorable! My godsis gave birth to a set of twins (boy and girl), and my uncle in UK has a almost one year old son who is simply a doll.=) My friends Ian and Sharon, & Mark and Karen, & Bernard and Sharon are expecting thier babies soon!! One of the Sharon's has a four yr old cute son! His godma says the little one is very fond of me. hahaha. I just simple dote on little ones. I love thir innocence, and the way they walk, the way thye do things. Daniel's two boys are very adorable too=)

Okie dokes, gotta go, take care dears...

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Whoa. I love the tagboard colours! hahaha

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Hehe. Alright, I was too eager to get this layout up, so here. Hope you like it. Something different.

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Hihi. How was your public holiday? I spent it fruitfully, making pretty bookmarks for my choir's upcoming choir recruitment drive that we are having the coming weekend. A group of nine of us went to Monica's house today, we started around 2.30pm and finished off at 9pm, with lunch and dinner breaks. We managed to make 350 bookmarks!!! (from scratch)

I left for an hour to attend the cantor meeting in church. I have been asked to re-join the line-up of cantors to practice for every sunday's response during the mass. Catholics will know what I'm talking about. The last time I cantored, my nervers made me a total wreck. Now, It's funny that God has given me yet another chance to do something more than just singing during choir. I'm unsure whether it'd be bad again, or whether I'd be able to sing it well. I start cantoring in spirl, to give me enough time to prepare myself. Thank God.

I'm very blessed. I'm happy in every aspect of the word. God has been very good to me.

Now, I'll have to take greater care of my voice, since I have more than choir and vocal lesson commitments now.

What's the best thing right now? Knowing that I have his support, no matter whatever the situation may be. Yes, I'm in cloud 9 just knowing that I've made the right choice, and that i'm waiting for possibly the most imp person in my life.

God bless.

p/s: I'll be changing my blog skin, but right now, I need to get sleep. Await. +)

-when you're just next to me, behind or in front of me, I'm able to sing calmly. I don
t know how you do it, and I bet you have no idea too.-

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Today was a really happy day in church. Of course singing for God every sunday is a joy.
However, something today made me extremely happy. It is a very personal reason. All i can say is that for a long time, feelings for whoever and whoever that some of you may know, have worn off. This is probably becuase time spent with these individuals have praticurly died off. This semester too, I'm much more focused in what I want to do. A few B's and maybe getting A's are what I aim for.
Well, besides my studies, I've also finally realise my focus in my love life. I've never had someone to talk off for very long, and now, I'm not saying I do, but at least now, I definitely know who I love. I've loved him for so long, but all these "distractions" make me unsure whether he is the one I really do love.

I'll make it official tonight. I only love one person, and he's not a school friend. Thank God for visions.