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wen said shuan mentioned, all you need is a computer to keep you company....i think so too....saves you heartache, even tho its new year...

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he called my bro, coz we were suppose to go zoul/ ambassy with them...but why couldn't he call me? he wished happy new year to nick..."wow"...mum said to invite them over to eat...so last minute, i realised i realised.....

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okie for now...its sleep..a.dn prayer to a fast recovery...

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hee, I'm ill...bleah...flu bug...and tho I went home to sleep, I still feel like a zombie...gg to bed soon...em, I was telling bright my house is a food store! hahah, and he got so envious...coz my fridge is always packed with food and drinks...of all sorts...and food too...but the utility room is even better! coz we have stcked up, snacks, chocolates, biscuits, drinks from beer to ice tea, to packet drinks to milk, aka EVERYTHING!! woohoo! luv my parents for tt!

having a party at my place tmr!! family friends coming over...and mummy's whipping up a feast!!! hurray! will go home early to help out=))

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Eldred has flown off to canada. This morning at 5am. Nick and I were at the airport from 12-5+, and now i'm ill. Was ill be fore I went to the airport. I'm gg to miss tht teddy bear.

all the best bro.


Anita Mui passed away this morning....cancer...=(

Im gg home to rest. in the office now.

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happy--first time I got a blog up so quickly, even though you know it's not done by me..heh.

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New layout, again...yup, I know compared to the black and blue one, the flower layout lasted very short--coz I just ddin't quite like the words at the side...it wasn't complementing the blog at all...I like this one--simple and nice. Dun mind the words on top? It's just words...coz nowadays i dun always feel that way. I like the pic thugh. heh.

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Hey, gd morning...it's the start of a new week, and son to be new year. Last week, was a really eventful, happy week, with good memories, good company, and good food. I had a good time and I'm pretty sure all of yo did. I'd like to hope you did.

Today marks the fifth day of Christmas--On the fifth day of Christmas, my true gave to me, five golden rings--and on this special day, my buddy, celebrates his 18th birthday =0). Wei Yi, Happy birthday dear. Always laughing at him, that he has to wait till december for his birthday, and being four months younger than me--still, it is a joyful time to have his birthfday--during the happiest month of the year. He is one of the sweetest guys around---in personality. heh, he doesn't read my blog though--he doesn't know i've ever had one. Hey buddy, God bless you continuously, and sing like an angel forever. He's voice is like a younger version of Josh Groban...I still get mesmerised by it. haha.

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I had a realli gd day, helping out in a wedding early morning at blessed sacrement church, then went home, entertain guests...hhh, afterwhich we went for dinner with some family friends, and after tt went home and they stayed till 1+am...gonna koonz now...nitey...this week has been amazing...

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good nite

=)

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it's strange how the midn works and how we remember things ages ago...events, or things that people say....that just remain with you for life. hahaahahaa

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Hey, have you or do you keep sms-es? Even if it's centuries old? hahah, okie, ya get what I mean. I just find it a nice way of remembering people, remembering certain funny moments with people, and for me, I keep the hlarious, the sweet, the touching msgs, and every now and then, I'd clear my phone and look through everything---and I find myself feeling really good, coz there are such nice friends around us. heee

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MERRY CHRISTMAS second day too, and boxing day! =)

Now, my xmas eve and xmas day>>>

Xmas eve
It was a half day at work=) I went home, got some rest, had dinner and dressed up for mid-night mass. The mass was realli fun! Went for supper after that at my family's fav roti-prata coffee shop in yelok kurau area--and yes, the prata there is still the best! hee, kays, then went home and opened three presents from my uncle, parents and nick. I got TWO COW SOFT TOYS!! woohoo! And they are rare soft toys! I don't see them around anywhere else! One is a spft toy come cushion and another is called long feet cow...hehe, that's excatly how it looks! uncles gave me a pink polo and honestly, he gives the kids the weirdest stuff coz he doesnt know us much! haha. By the time I slept, it was 6am!!

Xmas day
Went to little Sam's house for branch gathering, and we had gift exchange--guess what I got?? the watsons bear!! woo! Ive been buying that fo a couple of friends and now I got one myself!! =)) I was so happy. Then, Sam gave me a present, opened it, and what do ya noe?? a cute white coloured ikea bear!! WOW! Now, what more can I ask for? My theme this year was to give everyone a soft toy, and the interesting thing is that I kept receiving soft toys!*beam*. Well, we left at ard 2.45 to go to church for practise. Our caroling and mass was simply lovely. The spirit was totally there and we sang our lungs, heart and soul out to the congregation! It's just different, from the usual masses--you can literally HEAR the difference! Then I received presents from weiyi/weijin, michelle and meliza...hehe, so that is 3+2+3=8 presents! The brothers gave me two bears, hehe, coz i gave them bears, then, mich gave me a note book, the only thing tht wasnt a soft toy..haha...and meliza gave me a small little bear with a jar of candies...and a little note at the bottom , which means I hve to finish the candies first! After mass, we took photos, joined my god-parents at oriental for dinner, then to thier house=) Heh, and the night got late, I was real sleppy and we went home=)

So, there today is still sooo wana slack day with ost of my comapny on leave. blah. hahaah!

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;p :) ;D :-] :-) =0)

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it's christmas eve and that feels superbly good=)))

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nitez

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Have a good Christmas eve all=) Please spend it with someone you love, people you love, friends you love. No oen shoudl be alone on Xmas eve or Xmas.---wish those you wanw wish, call those you wana call, say merry christmas, i miss ya...Coz not everyone has the strength to wish the ones they realli wana share the love with. Season's greetings.

if you look closely, love actually, is all around us.

Lord, heal the world and shower us with love. coz all we need is love.

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I can't forget the fact tt he didnt want me to go tt nite...and suddenly all the memories flood back into my head. It hurts so bad. i'd put this memory away alreadi...why did it come back...

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fook. im sudenly feeling freakin upset. i shldnt have reminded myself about that stuf. the work is over its done, i shld jst forget the people and memories along with it...but how do i do tt when i heard tt??? does he realli...

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My friend is out of school. After much comotion, I'm feling awfully sad. it's just wasted. Though i fairly agree it's a funny way of leading him onto other roads of life. he had a flair for many things in school. I guess stuff never is quite fair at all.

sad. kinda. But if he's okay, i guess I'd be happy for him then

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There's "party" tonight. yippee

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i'm panda again...so sleepy

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Morning. I made a good investment in liang jing ru's cd yesterday. All the sogs are good and I've found that her style is the best for me to sing...=) Now, the problem is, all her vcd albums seem to be sold out everywhere..

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how is it?? hee...more girlish? hahaa

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nerw layout...i hope you like it...=)

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damn, I saw a really nice template, but part of the html was screwd up so I couldn't use it in the end...haiz..its so nice.

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Good afternoon. I just came back from lunch. Bright and I went to United square to eat and we had chicken rice and korean chicken lunch set respectively. If you notice, I'm trying to write proper English in this post. Yes. The cd shop I'm going to over there does not seem very reliable at all. I'm going someplace else to buy my cds. We went up to Brighton's Uncle's music shop upstairs and I think the lights of the siop is rather funky. On the way back to the office, there was a sudden down pour. I sprinted all the way back to the office. Luckily, I wasn't too far away. Bright didn't get caught in the rain--thank God.

Okay, now that I have stopped panting and perspiring, I'll get back to work. Thanks for a nice lunch.

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elloz...eh, I've given out most of my prezies...just left one or two more..and sone more that I haven't bought. heh, my bro and I were talking abput how much we've been spending on gifts and ourselves lately...Ge,this would be the first time I've spent so much for december...hahah...lucky for itp...haha..in that sense, it's not too bad=)

This week is fully booked except fri. Today I've plans. Tmr suppose to be a prty, wed nite midnite mass thurs party and mass, dinner, eh, fri nothing and sat wedding and party at nite. heh, this yr also the most parties I've attended.

Ramble..I hope I get that job...

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ok, so i'll change the layout onyl when i have smth nice

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finished wrapping all of the presents i'm giving away=) im sure whoever wiull like the presents=))

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hey everyone!!!! how was your day???=-) I had such a fun afternoon!!! WEnt out with Bright and WEn...we had a splendid time..=) i'm so glad i havem them=) I wore my new stuff today! heh, it felt good in it...kekeke

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There's a party going on in the company tonite...and we played a drinking game...i kena the most!! now drink until im a lil light..hahahaha

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ANGRY


oh, but no, come home and spoil my day once again. WTF is their problem anyway? I'm sick of trying so hard to make 'em happy, to please 'em, blah blah blah, you know what? to hell with that.-- really, am i human or not? pls, I'm just so not like you, stop expecting me to be like you in word, thought and deed, damn it.

looks like, i'm in for three months of shit. dun ask me what, coz i dunno yet. fuck

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ONLY HAPPY THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY~~~~~~~

yes, I was terribly sleepy today, but I went to watch LOTR!!!! WOW. It's good. IT'S GOOD. It's so damn good.

=)

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WARNING: ANGRY POST AHEAD

[ I could really give a punch to anyone who pisses me off today, not tt i would]

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went to united sq for lunch today. hey, there's this really cool cd shop there that is in the shape of a dome, semi circle like. The owner of the shop was very firnedly and I finally reserved a copy of the vcd when it comes in today. I think i need to update myself with new cds coz i stopped buying lot of new singers that are gd actually. have to get but even tho i have a decent amt now, im scared by the time im done with the buying, treating and the bill, i'll be realli broke.

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WARNING: ANGER POST AHEAD.



You bloddy made my blood boil with your freaking stupid ridiculous demand. i can tolerate any shit from you except this. And i've been able to tolerate alot of shit from you before. thx for making me so damn pissed off I could just throw a glass at the wall right now. I am so mad, i'm gripping my freaking tongue with my teeth and it's not enough, Not even my music is able to calm me down . i c u c i c u.

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That's why last nite, bright kept asking me to go slp...haha he sure say i noti again! rite or not? hahaha... Wah, but i didn't want to sleep yet, coz I kept listening to songs=)

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morning world:) Im panda eyes today!! barely had three hours of slp! champion man! hahaha=) I'm so "guai" that I don't take half day off or smth. I stupid rite? yeah, tonite going to watch LOTR, and I'm alreadi so sleepy!!!!! dies...

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Em, when I reached tinyboxmusic today, something didn't seem rite. I was realli happy, but the people there seemed rather stressed...then I realised they were rushing a big project gg on... It was quite hard to see them unhappy coz the people there are always so cheerful. =] Think i must remember they'll have their days too...
scales were still horrid! My scales are getting worse each week! Must practise more! By other than that, my singing is improving=) Thru the pile of songs I'd been looking at over the past five weeks or so, I finally settled for a song in my freind's vcd, coz she conveniently had it already. It is yo ye zhang da by liang jing ru. If you've been wanting to ask me why chinese? Well, coz, I can't find karaokae vcds of english somngs I want, and chinese has been quite gd to me all the years. haha.

kk I better get gg, I have barely a few hours to sleep. gd nite.

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I was searching for a suitable song for my upcoming test, and I found a goodchinese lyrics site, so I've linked it under other links. Enjoy, those who will use it.

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colz, it's been added=) lol. finally.

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test

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after lunch, tummy is sleepy keke

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sun zi's voice is really soothing. Shld hear her songs. It's like, em, it gives you that "in dreamland" feeling

I'm thinking, since I can't find the karaokae version for "angel", I'll maybe choose sally ye's new song? or xu ze pei's bai se hun li...

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man, I want a site like mark's. mutter mutter...hehe

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Our Lord listens to all needs, sincere prayers and wishes....he listens to all whatever the case be...

i believe that every christmas, something speical happens to each of us...

and it'll be the same this Xmas too...I want tobelieve tt...

he'll have something speicla in store for me

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roses....=)

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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Hi again guys! My good friend, brighton, used to have a website of many pages, but now, his new site, which I have linked, is also looking simply pretty :) Do go to one of his links, Mark, for that guy has an excellent website, esp if you're all crazy about anime +) *beam* But even if you're not, his handmade layout is beautiful. Do see okay?? Also, my friend Xiaowen, has a great link to Alfred Hitchcock's one of many websites...i'm sure all us movie buffs will have a great look there!~

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Goood morning :)

Hey, I've just posted out my Xmas cards, do let me know if you receive. =) Thanks!!

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Okie, by tomorrow, all of you should be able to see a few more links on \the side of the blog...mainly to my friend, Brighton, Xiaowen, and still the nightsounds forums , do not forget retromonks=) hehe, and below, ive graciously included damn happening, ONLY for you to see, not join hahahaha....

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morning! i have smth to look forward to today. Guess what? Anan and I going out today after work=) Next few days will be out every nite. Lol. happy yeas.

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guys, my links section, i've added nightsound's forums./ Coz they are my gd friends, so i support them too...=) check out thier album "bleed"

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I've been quite stressed out lately. need ta take a break...

retromonks peeps, you'd b seeing lesser of me for awhile...

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last nite was a really enjoyable family outing, We attended my music tutor's choir concert at esplanade : philharmoic choir christmas concert. The vocals were clean, crisp, strong and high. The reverb in the concert hall allowed for audibility of the bases' lowest notes. whoo.

After that excellent concert, we went down to harry's bar for drinks--half my treat. It was one of the greatest family outings ever. I drank and got myself tipsy, heee, like i always do, and i even told my parents of the previous drinking and all and they were fine with it=). So we drank..and now this is beconing mnore and more often for me...i drank way more than the usuals i had at the parties, and my head felt a much heavier when i got home. hahaha, hang over this mroning..,.,keke....


trying to forget certain things i dun quite noe how i shld deal with

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its wonderful realli to realise i have so many friends...from schl...from work....from church...from sec schl....from outside...even online...and there are realli quite a number i'm close to...and then there are the handful that interestingly, just enjoy the few moments when we see each other. So many times, i've had the thought, if only, IF, i could have all my great friends, now and before, all gather and i could enjoy spending some time with everyone one of them, it'd be a dream really.

I read in an email somewhere, that God knows the desires of our heart, as in, if we're thinking fo someone and the phone rings, it's God's doing and NOT coincidence.=) If you haven't seen someone uou miss for really long, that person somehow cumps into you, and you catch up for a short while...=) Those moements are indescribably special and heart tigging. Like that day, when i met ria, steph and tiff...wow, i haven seen tiff in ages since schl ended. That girl is the only onw we both call each other bitch for the fun of it!!!

I bumped into Sarah, my old sec schl close friend earlier in chruch, just before i went off for dinner, and we had a great time yacking away! I've been wanting to meet up with her for so long, but sometimes after you've not hung out with that person for so long, it's quite awkward and that usually deters you from doing so...but it's this kinda thing that God understands and helps you with. God works in the most mysterious ways.

The same goes for finidng mr right isnt it? In love, i've been rather unlucky i guess...many have stories of relationships that started and ended, while i have stories of relationships that nearly got there and din't go further...of stories that have so many fond memories of times together, words said, messeges sent and bad ednings...I was playing some jazz music earlier, and i sat down, thought hard about the recent couple of months, of the stories that had been going on...i've been quite sad i guess. For a moment, i was realli happy. It's those one two weeks of short term happiness...of things that happened that i truly treasure...i wrote a list earlier...of names...since primary schl--the silly idols to crushes to the major likings...to some that i love....and i started cancelling....to realise a few i really do care for till now. You now how terrible a feeling it is, to not have anything to do abt it?...............all of us, just living it otu daily....and all sides knowing that each is just an sms away, but the distance seems so far.....

stephanice said smth so nice to me earlier, that realli melted me quite a bit...she said " mel, i'm really glad to have met you, honestly...*hug*...and once again, i realised how many of such freinds i have actually....but it's sad that we are all just too busy to sometimes realise that we've not been in touch with so mnay people.

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what am i to do...? i just dun noe how to explain things....

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hiz...

Stuff has been quite interesting lately...des[ite the fact tht my friend didnt meet up with me yesterday as planned, I met up with Ana and had a great time with her...it was after production so i met her at ps...she's got the latest panasonic x70!! ahh, shit man, she's always the first to get anything! from the days of the 6510 to 7250 and till now. -peng- We did a little shopping and bought clothes from S & K! 50% discount leh!! I was at citylink before that and walked ard...christmas is realli a nice time to come out, go shopping, coz there's new stock of realli beautiful clothes everywhere! There are also always lights all over the place with decorations and the nice big Xmas tree =) Even if you're ot with anyone, it makes one feel fuzzy inside...it's a splendid feeling. Along the way, i met *Ria...aw, man, it wqas great to see that girl after so long! she was with Min and thier friend cheryl...mmm, i also met Stephanie from choir when i was in the ladies...=)...isn't it so plesant? That atleast among the busy crowd all over town, your friends are in the midst and there are actualli always friends there for you...=) Tho, sometimes, when you're not observant, such is moi, you tend not to see your friends ard...lol...then you need friends like ria to chout out your name "MEL!!!" heeee =O) ;p....at ps, ana and i were at spotlight, and i bumped into Tiffany from mod A...wow...=)...for all I know, there may have been many more of my friends ard town that night...oh, yes, actually, there were...but they were i orchard area....

When Ana and I got home,two of our close friends rang us up, and some stuff we didn't wana face came upon us...I don't quite knopw what to do...my phone bills are escalating this month, right after I brought it down to 30+ last month...agh...and Ive been spending 50+ on gifts, anoother dunno how much on cab fares, expensive meals etc...but im happy doing so hahaha=)....i say, it's the Christmas feel=)

MM, there are alot of eople I wish i could go out with right now, but most of the day is always taken up by attachment, oh which theres two and a half weeks more!!!! hurray!!=)
I feel like meeting neil, jason, perl, ria and shawn, em, some old friends like sarah and jan, ziyen, angelina, zelia and amanda...vernessa, hm...em, sure feel like meeting vic again man..and seriously, 9if there was a way to make everyone free o one or two days, i'd meet everyone.

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mmm....im not sure what to get nick for xmas tho...mum and dad will prob get tt big piggie hehehe...puton thier bed...woohoo...hahahahahaaaa.....

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i wish i could just call someone and you know, whoever it is will be there for me......on the brighter side of things, nick is coming home tonite!!! wheee...waiting for his gifts from Thailand....


i think i shld go see a doctor...my stomavh problems are getting bad.....

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i'moy well and i realli feel like gg home....im not well...why? i was ok this morning...sleepy hen went MHA, i was fine...now im sleepy again...and not well generally....

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Hey there...afternoon...yesterday was wednesday aka i hadvocal class at nite...it was realli great fun like always, and Christine did an imitation of Aaron (the way he conducts class) during our break, and it was realli quite funny...she's quite good at that stuff..think she realli shld go take part in star-searhc and pursue her stardom dreams coz she realli does have the package.

I couldnt focus so well on my scales however, was running a fever...i say it was quite bad timing...but i don't have fever anymore...

loneliness got to me yesterday. Coz after class, christine and faith's bf's came to fetch them like they do every week...isnt tt so nice? i bumped into them coz i left a lil later..and they were at the station sitting together...just two of them....so sweet.

My colleague ben got married yesterday..and hey, i felt happy for him=) didnt feel any bit of "left out" feeling ro what noe...coz hes such a great guy!....then when i looked at myself in comparisn to chris and faith...then i felt tht yea, i am pretty much not tt great a gal...yea

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aerm...back from lunch....feeling sleepyz....heard from Bright man-u won last nite's match..haha...im 1/4 way into writing my xmas cards...gifts wise, ive already spent 40=? think thios yr will end up spending a hundred..man...haha....tht fourty odd was for cards, anf presents for i think 5 people...still have presents to get for five others...hehe.

actually i duo why im writing now..no idea...just bored...and "ang" coz today just chill at work...

em...hmm....sleepy!!! wish i could be out now rather than here!...rather shop for cards with bright now la...haiyaz.,..

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morning=) one of my colleasgues is gettin married today!! so, we're all gg to ROM today=) heee...for today, im quite lax...tmr on then willbe busy again!

sian sian sian....gosh chat until so late yesterday!!

laralarlarlar

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ay! finally finished transcripts todae!! then thursday gg back to MHA for interviews...mutter..wich will mean i will have two more transcripts to do, friday shoot at suntec city..vy then it'd leave me with three and a half weeks more of attachment. . . .oh its december...haiz.... started on my xmas cards, and bought some gifts alreadi=)

mmm....anything else...hmm...oh yah, there is, but thts too nice a story to share...hmm...hahaah....anything else..nopes...eerything else is more or less...like --------- now...gr gr gr.

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someone pls enlighten me---ever since hotmail revamped thier email look, i havent been able to send out mail anymore. Each time i have finished writing smth i wanted to send out, or i simply want to forward mail,the minute i clkick send, it sends out a bank email. Ive been getting quite alot of complains about it from some of you...and ive no idea why tht happens....

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i need a new layout....i like this one, but im realli quite bored of it alreadi.

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i'm thinking of him....bad bad....

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shit, you noe tht day went karaokae, and wei yi sang a few songs tht were realli realli so nice....gah gah....hahaha

i sang a couple i tot i sounded real nice too...like "before i fall in love- coco lee, Anegl-westlife, on my own- les miz, i tell ya tht is STILL my theme song till now....em, and quite a few others....yea, it was a morning spent at work on sat, then at bright's place then at the karaokae....tht was quite fun realli...

newaz back to another looong week except for wed=)....hope i can meet the hirls tmnr....! wana watch love actualli and the other show ...whats it called with the over-sized dwaf...hahaa

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i'm so used to sleeping late, i just can't sleep any earlier...and i end up waking feeling horrigibly awful in the morning....ahhh T_T

its another day at work, i sure hope to get outta soon. i haven had time to write any cards yet...and im alreadi so late in doing so....

damn damn every morning like "hang over" sia....

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MORNING, morning morning~! =) woohoo, how cool is this? I'm at work noew and the whole house to myself!!! wheyhey!!! blasting music to myself...lol!!~ the eidt room is d coolest place of the house man!


oh yay, today ive a good dayt ahead=Z) gg to bright's then at night gg karaokae!!



last night, after that two posts, smth really cool happened. I went to my piano and just started playting and guesss whatttt??? I composed smth, realli, and it was nice, smth pretty similar to the tune from requiem for a dream. It wasnt intentional but i got so absorbed and kept playing with variations of chords, jazz chords, which i anyhow whack one=)lol. It was realli dim and my xmas tree lights were on...i guess it created an atmosphere...but even then, the usual is i go to the piano, play my old tunes and ive never been able to compose smth tht sounds good!=))


heee...then i spoke to jason online, and the two of us, just always cant stop talking abt music, songs and basically gg crazy online with each other=) and perlin, since when did the evil prawn become EP!!?hahah...i tot it was like CD EP hahaha....that girl sure is funny and shes so much like me, its scary=)

yeapedidoo...oh no, nick's away and i seem to have forgotten to tape his shows...oh dear...shitss! hahahaha jia lat ahz....

i cant wait for the next vocal class...then all of us (christine, faith, me, adeline, aaron, eric, ernest han wen) can go crazy again=)....hmm, realised i must clarify, there are two nick's, two eric's i talk about here...and definitely quite a few shaun's too..hahah....nick, my actual bro, nick, my ps fren, eric, the composer/song writer, eric, my ps korkor, shaun koh, shawn (me ex), shaun, my godbro, hahaha....i can go on man...geesh!


well, well, i seem to be too happy that the whole office (house) is to myself=) hmm, wonder if there are cameras?? hahahahaha....ben tan isnt hereyet tht idiot, hes getting married next wed!! yeshhh!

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go work, get pushed, nagged, go home, want peace and quiert osos cannot...i forget ok, im forgettful, not intentional, not like i didnt want to check....yes....whatever....imsorry k....hhhhhhhhh

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whatever whatever whatever WHATEVER...YA BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH...NOW HAVE YOU SAID ENUFF??? yeas yea yea yea eya....lalalalaala....dfadadadaa/...yes i noe....what you want me to do??? hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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i miss eric....and shaun....

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for today, ive had quite enuff of sped razor...i took so long to get the thing done man....grrr....avid avid avid....=)...and whats worse...ive work tmr...sian sia.

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i was digitizing and editing the whole day ... astill not used to speed razor...prefer avid anytime.....kasy...gg home soon......

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morning....results are out....how did you do? mine ws alrite...was pretty much what i expected after the semester...=)

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ernest bought ban mien for me.....so nice man.....

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heyho!!! heyz, was not so gd at work today...fumbled again! i think the office just isnt a place for me!=-]....hey, but anyhows, vocal class was total opposite of last week! all fo us improved, and i sang one of the songs we were supposed to train much better=)...yays...=)....

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yesterday was such a great day, but it also ended really badly...got me so upset.

Had production till late afternoon, had some time so i went down to tinybox and bought kenn and ernest smth for tea...ard seven, went to ph to return my uniforms and haiz...those little friends of mine always amke it so emotional for me when i go back...found it so hard to just put the uniform back into the cupboard coz ive been wearing it for so long...now i only hold onto the cap and name tag...muahahaah...newaz, i was realli tired by then, but bright called and asked me to meet up for dinner...wasnt willing but just decided to drop by. problem was my dinner ws at home...and i ended up awfully late. the folks were pissed alrite, and they were also angry over certain stuffs....i tried desperately to get a cab from taka, but none, seomerset, none, nearly scresmed out there, coz i was so freakin tired alreadi and realli had to behome very soon. guess what? took mrt and only got cab in the east. was superbly not my nite at least. damn, was mad. kena from the folks somemore...of coz i had to come out with some bullshit tht i bumped into an old friends and all....how am i supose to say i went to tinybox coz work ended early, and then went to meet bright, when i could have gone home...imean, i was late, so i had to come out with some bs...haiz

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tmr gg to suntec for another shoot. this one shld be more fun. heh. =)

also will br dropping by my workplace to return uniforms...

i wonder how all of them are...just msged some of them, but wonder how the rest are...

hmm...hope Shaun's production started off welkl today...wish him and the guys the best man...specialists. woohoo.

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i dunno what to wrtie..just say hello, gd noon...im at work...wearing the fsv tenth annv t-shirt...hurhurhur...

SHUAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY=)

the party was great.

i was damn tipsy, haha, so i decided to go back

i think i went back at the rite time too...pass 1am and my folks, they were cool abt it. oh man tht rawks!

hahaha...hmm, everyone i met there were such fun pple. nice isnt quite a word to use. heh, i was challenged by the man himself to drink THT. hahaha....